This morning i decided to sent Najma to school since Irfan was not around and i just don't feel comfortable her walking alone to school. The thing is that my to do list today has 8 top priority that need my upmost attention before 8.30am (that is when the big boss entered the office), so i want everything is on his desk by the time he entered his space. I was so into my to do list while driving (it just obvious i'm not really paying attention on the road), i forgot Najma was with me!. Only until she said "Ibu, are we goin to your office first ?" then i realize my daughter was sitting behind me waiting to be sent to school!..Ya Allah!!!, so i turned back and say sorry (tons of it) to Najma. The words that come from her gives this great undescribeable stab in my heart. She said " It's Ok ibu, i know you're busy but still you want to send me to school, that shows me you love me. Next time i'll be independant so that you don't need to worry about me. I'm sorry ibu". Nak menitik air mata aku dengar anak cakap macam tuh...that very sentence remind me that above all.... I AM A MOTHER. and above all else...Thank you ALLAH for giving me this special child as my daughter, for giving me the opportunity to be a part of this family. Thank you KZ Clan...thank you Tuanku KZ. Rezeki orang memang lain-lain....this is the rezeki Allah bagi kat aku...alhamdulillah.
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